Was near to admit my defeat
fighting in vain not to admit
what i was born for was as plain
just as looking for You in vain.
How long can a soul wait
carrying loneliness weight
How much a man can bear
trusting that his dreams are fair.
And just when all seemed just dull
and heart was a deserted skull
i fell on Your lovely features
wandering through ****** pictures
Standing there at my heart's door
asked You please, stay a bit more.
Now my life depends on You for all
each day praying for Your next call.
Though i thought was always ready
i'm in fear to loose You already
I cant help think otherwise
all start and end within Your eyes.
You control me, rule and hold me
just how my heart remember told me.
Laying down there at Your feet
oh yes, its anything but defeat.
